The sexual perversions start


Daren was now 16 or 17 years old. His parents had bought him a computer after he finished elementary school. It was a desktop, not the top model one, but was a good computer. By that time, the phone company started to make internet available to the general population. Daren asked his parents to have internet at there place and they agreed.

Internet was very slow, nothing compared whit the average traffic speed we have today. Its was also very expensive. Daren had on 30 hour per month of internet traffic, it was like 1 hour per day. And he started to access the IRC Chat Room.

Daren had been chubby all his life. He wore big thick glasses. Had a dark strong hair. Overall he  didn´t like his image but was too lazy to do anything to change it. So he started to pretend.
He pretended to be older, in his thirties and athletic. He was single and lived alone. He could do a variety things, from being a lawyer to being a psychologist or a businessman. he was a successful person in this virtual wold.
Alone in his room, after his parents and sister went to sleep, he entered in his "second life", his double life. He talked with women, single, married, divorced. Mothers, wives. Women who felt alone, needy or just wanted to spend some time, and Daren learned how to manipulate the feeling of those women to suit his purpose of having sexual pleasure.
He didn´t even thought about the harm he was doing to those women. The emotional damage and pain he was inflicting. Like when he was 8 yeas old and abused the German girl who was younger than him, and he didn´t even thought that there could be consequences, now, again, he was not thinking that his acts could have consequences! he didn´t realized that on the other side of the screen was a real person, with real feelings, who was trusting in someone who didn´t existed. An invention to give sexual pleasure to a sociopath. Those women where developing feelings for him, where putting there future in jeopardize for him, in the case of the married ones, and for Daren it was a games! The to conquest the most women possible and have sexual pleasure withe theme, either by sexting, sex phone, sharing intimate pictures, etc...
Daren went to the point of promising some of theme, to married theme, to take care of their children, to make them thinking about divorce! And when things started to get unbearable, because he couldn´t stand the lies, the women pressured him to give them something more, like face to face talk or Skype and when he couldn´t find anymore arguments to avoid it, he would disappear. Sometimes he would just block the person, most of times he would fake his own death.....many time though he would come back has another person, contacting the same women - yes because he was a narcissist and could not bear the idea of those women thinking bad things about him.

Many where the women who suffered the mental abuse, this manipulation, this emotional harassment. So many that he can´t give a number, but for sure during all this years, where more the 50 women,  at least 20 of theme get to the point of pondering leaving everything for him, having seen only some pictures of someone...
Fortunately for theme, the godly teachings he received and the love of godly principles, where always in the back of his neck and that prevent him of going further.

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